eluding the bleak world

Nov 25

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Nov 01

YOU

YOU’re “the ideal man”

YOU’re smart 

YOU’re eloquent

YOU’re a DJ

YOU loooooooove sports!

YOU stand 6’1

not to mention YOU’re good-looking too!

YOU were my bestest friend ever!

YOU’re the son any parents would wish for

YOU have the best kisses and hugs

YOU smell so good even without even taking a bath

YOU always push me to be better

and YOU.. YOU’RE NOT MINE ANYMORE

i hate it when i can’t say anything bad about you.. i can’t even bring myself to get mad at you.. what i did to him.. you did to me.. i just wanted to ask.. WHY?

Oct 28

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Oct 16

i’ve been contemplating for weeks now as to why you gave me an Aquamarine. It is not my birthstone! DIAMOND is! (you should give me diamondssss next time! jk!) kidding aside.. knowing you for as long as i can remember, you like to give surprises. I must admit, i dissected this box and even read the whole certificate ‘cause maybe you hid something in there, again. And to my surprise, i found nothing. i researched online and found what Aquamarine means, i smiled and thought “he knows me very well, he’s the only one who knows me this well” and for that.. i wanna say THANK YOU baabaa! Aquamarine is a stone of courage. It possesses the color blue which is the color of the sky and the ocean. (two of the things i really love) It is found in the treasure chests of the mermaids. (y’know Ariel’s my favorite disney princess and i wanted to be a mermaid too, when i was a kid. hahah!) Aquamarine subdues the throat chakra for whose throat chakra is overpowering them and causing them problems. (yep! i always have tonsilitis! hahahah!) Aquamarine is believed to help couples sort out their differences. Aquamarine is said to cure insomnia. and the list goes on and on. hahahah! Thank you, really. :)

i’ve been contemplating for weeks now as to why you gave me an Aquamarine. It is not my birthstone! DIAMOND is! (you should give me diamondssss next time! jk!)

kidding aside.. knowing you for as long as i can remember, you like to give surprises. I must admit, i dissected this box and even read the whole certificate ‘cause maybe you hid something in there, again. And to my surprise, i found nothing.

i researched online and found what Aquamarine means, i smiled and thought “he knows me very well, he’s the only one who knows me this well” and for that.. i wanna say THANK YOU baabaa!

and the list goes on and on. hahahah! Thank you, really. :)

“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mate’s purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life…”

                                                                                             - Elizabeth Gilbert

guess we’re soul mates after all, ehh? :)

Oct 09

I wish there were more hours in a day.

(Source: jahvy, via floral-cats)

Oct 01

bucket list (part 2)

whew! ^_^

bucket list (part 1)

this is the 2011 BDJ checklist.. i modified some of it.. i only have 91 days to complete this.. wish me luck! :D

  1. Throw a huge party and invite all of my friends
  2. Swim with a dolphin
  3. Go bungee jumping
  4. Have my portrait painted
  5. Learn to speak a foreign language and make sure to use it
  6. Go skinny-dipping
  7. Be an extra in a film
  8. Learn how to take a compliment!!!!
  9. Give mom a dozen red roses and tell her how much i love her
  10. Be a member of the audience in a TV show
  11. Send message in a bottle
  12. Get to know my neighbors
  13. Plant a tree
  14. Learn not to say yes when i really mean no
  15. Write a fan letter to my all-time favorite hero or heroine
  16. Visit the Senate and the House of Representatives to see how Congress really works
  17. Learn to ballroom dance properly
  18. Fall in love — helplessly and unconditionally
  19. Stay out all night dancing and go to work the next day without having gone home (just once!)
  20. Be someone’s mentor
  21. Shower in a waterfall
  22. Ask for a raise
  23. Gain new friends
  24. Teach someone illiterate to read
  25. See a lunar eclipse
  26. Get passionate about a cause and spend time helping it, instead of just thinking about it
  27. Sing a great song in front of an audience
  28. Ask someone i’ve only just met to go on a date
  29. Sleep under the stars
  30. Learn how to complain effectively — and do it!
  31. Spend a whole day reading a great novel
  32. Learn to juggle three balls
  33. Find a job i love
  34. Overcome my fear of failure
  35. Get my body into optimum shape
  36. Accept myself for who I am
  37. Go up in a hot-air balloon
  38. Attend one really huge rock concert
  39. Give to a charity — anonymously
  40. Go fishing and eat my catch
  41. Create my Family Tree
  42. Run a marathon
  43. Learn to wakeboard or surf
  44. Learn granparents’ native dialect
  45. Solve the Rubik’s Cube
  46. Watch every movie that has won an Academy Award for Best Picture
  47. Discover your life’s purpose
  48. Become an early riser
  49. Help build a home with Gawad Kalinga/Habitat for Humanity
  50. Donate blood

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Sep 27

tryingtobeokayy: Everyday on my dashboard. i see super skinny girls or girls with nice clothes that i wish id be able to fit. Society doesn’t accept anyone that looks like me. Fat girls are always frowned upon. I see girls just with their hair hanging have 10k+ notes. I bet everything I have if  that girl were fat like me she wouldn’t have as many notes. It’s sad how society is now a days. Only certain type of girls are beautiful. And if you don’t look like that type of girl you aren’t shit. But hey…. I’m just one fat girl. what does my word mean. probably nothing. i don’t mean to be a meanie butt here but there’s nothing cute in putting yourself down constantly.. stop comparing yourself to others! you’re one of a kind.. learn not to get caught up in words.. things will only hurt you if you allow them to.. if you know who you are and what you’re capable of.. the things society say will not even matter.. how in the world will the society accept you if you, yourself doesn’t accept who you are?.. if you don’t change your perspective.. well i’m sorry missy, you’re bound to get miserable all your life..

tryingtobeokayy:

Everyday on my dashboard. i see super skinny girls or girls with nice clothes that i wish id be able to fit. Society doesn’t accept anyone that looks like me. Fat girls are always frowned upon. I see girls just with their hair hanging have 10k+ notes. I bet everything I have if  that girl were fat like me she wouldn’t have as many notes. It’s sad how society is now a days. Only certain type of girls are beautiful. And if you don’t look like that type of girl you aren’t shit. But hey…. I’m just one fat girl. what does my word mean. probably nothing.

i don’t mean to be a meanie butt here but there’s nothing cute in putting yourself down constantly.. stop comparing yourself to others! you’re one of a kind.. learn not to get caught up in words.. things will only hurt you if you allow them to.. if you know who you are and what you’re capable of.. the things society say will not even matter.. how in the world will the society accept you if you, yourself doesn’t accept who you are?.. if you don’t change your perspective.. well i’m sorry missy, you’re bound to get miserable all your life..

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